I’m Fine. as I’ve Always said. Now I’m self absorbed again. need to blog about it. I really don’t know how to describe what I feel right now. I’m not Happy & I’m not sad or Bitter. Sometimes I don’t understand myself. Maybe I just miss my social life. tadadan* :p or I miss having someone around. or I just want to eat Ultimate Chocolate Cake right now. whatever, I’ll just read a book & drink my coffee.
Happy Mother’s Day Mama! :))
random fact: this is me on my first birthday! :) with Mama. I know my Mom will hate me for posting this pic, but I don’t care :p I love this pic! ^_^
Happy Mother’s Day Mama, Thank you for making delicious food. Thank you for putting up with my childish temper tantrums “sometimes” Thank you for being patient & understanding. Thank you for always having hope for me when I didn’t have for myself. Thank you for telling me not to give up when I said I couldn’t do it any more. Thank you. Thank you. there are so many many more things, small things, big things.
”Happy Mother’s Day”
Life is so unfair.
Sometimes, those persons you really want to chat with are not online.
♫♪♫Dance with my Father♫♪♫
it’s the 2nd year Death Anniversary of Papa today. April 26.
Even though it has been 2 years, I still miss him. I still have days & weeks when it’s just as painful as it was 2 years ago, There are days when I feel like it was just yesterday but other times, I feel as if it has been a lifetime. I know it’s a sadness that will change into something different over time. At the moment I’m not sure what but this rawness won’t last forever.
I miss you Papa, especially today♥
fact: I can’t remember the last time we went to the beach :/ I miss Long walk, warm beach, lazy sunset, (grilled food) fruit shake! sounds like a dream vacation right now.
(via obliviatedmemory)
#summer